Money comes in. Money goes out. The cycle repeats endlessly.

You work hard. You manifest. You clear blocks. You do everything you're supposed to do. Money comes to you - from clients, opportunities, windfalls, work.

And it never stays.

Within days, sometimes within hours, it's gone. To unexpected expenses. To things you suddenly need. To people who ask. To bills that weren't urgent yesterday but feel urgent today.

You're not bad with money. You're not irresponsible or careless. You're not failing at budgeting or financial planning.

You're attracting abundance just fine. The problem is you can't hold it.

Understanding why money flows through you instead of to you - and learning to clear the blocks that prevent you from holding what you attract - changes everything.

Understanding the Money Flow Problem

Most people focus on attracting money. They work on manifestation, abundance mindset, clearing scarcity, and creating opportunities.

And money comes. The attraction part works.

But then it immediately leaves. And they can't understand why.

The missing piece: Receiving and holding.

Abundance requires three capacities:

1. Attracting - calling money toward you

2. Receiving - allowing it to land in your life

3. Holding - keeping it instead of immediately releasing it

Most people are decent at attracting. Many are working on receiving. But almost everyone struggles with holding.

What holding money looks like when it's blocked:

Money comes in from a client, and within 48 hours it's gone to car repairs that suddenly became urgent, medical bills you'd been putting off, or purchases that suddenly feel necessary.

You get a bonus or windfall, and instead of feeling abundant, you feel anxious. The money feels uncomfortable. You need to do something with it - invest it, spend it, give it away, move it along. You can't just have it.

Your business has a great month, and the next month brings unexpected expenses that drain exactly what you made. The pattern repeats so consistently it feels like a law of nature.

Someone pays you, and you immediately think of all the people you owe, all the bills waiting, all the things you need. The money is spent before it even lands in your account.

You finally have some savings, and your system creates a crisis - real or perceived - that requires you to spend it. You're back to zero, which feels more familiar and therefore safer.

Why You Can't Hold Money

The inability to hold money stems from specific subconscious beliefs and programming:

"If I Have Money, Something Bad Will Happen":

Deep programming that having money attracts disaster. Your subconscious believes:

• Having money makes you a target

• Good things don't last, so if you have money, you'll lose it (or something worse)

• The universe balances things out, so if you have money, something bad must be coming

• It's safer to not have much than to have and lose

When money comes, your system creates situations to get rid of it before "something bad" happens. You're trying to control the inevitable loss by making it happen on your terms.

"I Don't Deserve to Keep Good Things":

Core unworthiness that says you might get glimpses of abundance, but you don't get to keep it. Good things are temporary for you.

This belief makes you:

• Give money away as soon as you receive it

• Create expenses that drain abundance

• Feel uncomfortable when you have more than usual

• Sabotage financial stability

You can attract money, but your unworthiness won't let you keep it.

"Holding Money Is Greedy or Selfish":

Programming that having money while others don't is wrong. Keeping money instead of immediately giving it away or spending it makes you a bad person.

This belief makes you:

• Feel guilty when you have money

• Immediately find ways to give it away or spend it

• Unable to save or accumulate wealth

• Uncomfortable with financial reserves

You can't hold money because holding feels morally wrong.

"I'm Safer With Less":

Subconscious belief that having less is safer than having more:

• Less money means less responsibility

• Less money means less to lose

• Less money means staying under the radar

• Less money feels more familiar and therefore safer

When money accumulates, your system creates situations to return you to familiar "less" because that's where you feel safe.

"Money That Comes Easily Doesn't Count":

Programming that you only deserve money you've suffered for. If it comes easily or as a gift, it's not really yours. You haven't earned the right to keep it.

This belief makes you:

• Discount windfalls or bonuses as "not real money"

• Feel you have to earn money through struggle to deserve keeping it

• Give away or quickly spend money that came easily

• Only feel worthy of money that required suffering

You can attract money, but if it didn't come through suffering, you won't let yourself keep it.

"If I Keep Money, I'll Lose Relationships":

Fear that having and keeping money will separate you from people you love:

• Your family will resent you

• Friends will feel you've changed

• You'll outgrow your community

• People will only want you for your money

To maintain belonging, your system ensures you don't keep money that would create separation.

"I Don't Know How to Be Me With Money":

If your identity is built on struggle, lack, or "making do," having and keeping money threatens who you think you are.

You don't know how to be yourself with financial abundance, so your system creates situations that return you to the struggling identity that feels like "you."

How This Shows Up in Real Life

The Unexpected Expense Pattern:

Money comes in. Within days, your car breaks down, a medical issue appears, something in your house needs urgent repair, or some other unexpected expense arises that costs exactly what you just received.

This isn't bad luck. It's your subconscious creating situations to release money your system won't let you keep.

The Impulsive Spending Pattern:

You get paid, and suddenly you need things you didn't need yesterday. You make purchases that aren't planned or necessary. The money burns in your hands until you spend it.

This isn't lack of discipline. It's your system uncomfortable with having money, creating urgency to get rid of it.

The Immediate Giving Pattern:

Money comes in, and you immediately give it away - to family members who ask, to causes you support, to friends who need help. Not from genuine abundance and generosity, but from discomfort holding it.

This isn't generosity. It's blocked holding capacity.

The Crisis Creation Pattern:

You finally have some savings. Your system creates a crisis - real or manufactured - that requires you to spend it. The crisis resolves once the money is gone.

This isn't coincidence. It's your subconscious ensuring you don't keep money that feels unsafe to hold.

The Discount and Extra Services Pattern:

Someone wants to pay you well. You feel uncomfortable receiving the full amount, so you offer a discount or throw in extra services for free. Money tried to come and stay, but you reduced it to a level you can hold.

This isn't customer service. It's inability to hold full value.

The Reinvestment Pattern:

Money comes into your business. Instead of taking profit, you immediately reinvest all of it - often in things that aren't strategic or necessary. You keep your business lean and yourself without reserves.

This isn't smart reinvestment. It's inability to hold and accumulate wealth.

What You Cleared Last Week

If you used last week's clearing on "Money Blocks and Unworthiness Around Abundance," you addressed the foundation:

• Core unworthiness around money

• "I don't deserve money" programming

• Scarcity and poverty consciousness

• Guilt around having more than others

• Fear that money will corrupt you

This foundation work is essential. You can't hold money while deep unworthiness is running. The unworthiness will create situations to release what you can't believe you deserve.

But clearing unworthiness is the first step. Now you need to specifically work on holding capacity - the ability to keep money instead of immediately releasing it.

Clearing the Blocks to Holding Money

To shift from money flowing through you to money landing and staying:

Open Your Receiving Channels:

Use the Energy Clearing Session to Help You Open to Receive : https://youtube.com/watch?v=qut2qgnyEHY

This clearing opens your capacity to receive and hold money, love, support, and opportunities instead of immediately releasing them.

Allow Abundance to Stay:

Use the Energy Clearing to Let Go and Allow Abundance to Find You : https://youtube.com/watch?v=F8GhcY2EL1s

This clearing helps you release control and allow abundance to not just come to you, but stay with you.

Clear "Not Enough" and Scarcity:

Use the Energy Clearing for Not Enough Money - Part 2 : https://youtube.com/watch?v=AdXD_Q63ReQ

This clearing releases the scarcity programming that makes your system uncomfortable holding money.

Open Financial Flow:

Use the No Money? Open the Flow With This Clearing : https://youtube.com/watch?v=29Jjk-do14E

This clearing opens channels for money to not just flow TO you, but THROUGH you in ways that land and stay.

Practicing Holding Money

As you clear blocks, you need to practice holding in real life:

Keep Money Longer:

When money comes in, don't immediately spend or give it away. Let it sit in your account. Feel the discomfort and breathe through it.

Notice the Urgency:

When you feel urgent need to spend or give away money, pause. Notice the discomfort. Ask what you're afraid will happen if you keep it.

Question "Unexpected" Expenses:

When unexpected expenses arise right after money comes in, question whether they're truly urgent or if your system is creating urgency to release money.

Save Small Amounts:

Start building savings, even tiny amounts. Practice the feeling of accumulation instead of constant depletion.

Receive Full Payment:

Charge what you're worth and receive the full amount. Don't discount or throw in extras. Practice holding full value.

Sit With Abundance:

When you have more money than usual, sit with the feeling instead of immediately doing something with it. Let yourself feel abundant.

Each time you practice holding money, you're rewiring your system to know that keeping money is safe.

What Changes When You Can Hold Money

When holding capacity opens:

Money Accumulates: Money comes in and stays. You build savings. You have reserves. Wealth accumulates over time instead of cycling endlessly.

Unexpected Expenses Decrease: The pattern of money in/crisis out stops. Expenses become more predictable and manageable.

You Feel Abundant: Having money feels good instead of anxiety-inducing. You can relax into financial stability.

Impulsive Spending Stops: You don't feel urgent need to spend money as soon as you have it. You can hold it and make conscious choices.

Generosity Becomes Choice: Giving becomes genuine generosity from abundance rather than compulsive pattern to release uncomfortable money.

Financial Stability Becomes Real: You move from paycheck-to-paycheck or crisis-to-crisis into actual stability with reserves and breathing room.

You Trust Yourself With Money: You know you can receive it, hold it, and make good decisions with it. You trust yourself.

Your Money-Holding Assignment

To develop holding capacity:

1. Notice your patterns - When does money leave? What triggers the release? What's the pattern?

2. Identify the beliefs - What do you believe about holding money? What feels unsafe or wrong about keeping it?

3. Use the clearings - Work with the clearings linked above to release blocks to holding

4. Practice holding - Keep money longer than feels comfortable. Build tolerance for having it.

5. Question urgency - When you feel urgent need to spend or give money away, pause and question it.

6. Track what changes - Notice when money stays longer, when unexpected expenses decrease, when holding feels easier.

The Truth About Holding Money

You're attracting money just fine. The universe is responding to your desires. Opportunities are coming. Money is flowing toward you.

The problem isn't attraction. It's holding.

You can't build wealth, create stability, or experience sustained abundance if money flows through you instead of to you.

Learning to hold money isn't about greed or hoarding. It's about developing the capacity to keep what you attract, to build on what you receive, to create sustainable abundance instead of exhausting cycles.

You deserve to keep the money you attract. You deserve financial stability. You deserve to hold abundance.

Clear the blocks. Practice holding. Watch what becomes possible when money can finally stay.